Lately decisions seem to be way more difficult then usual. Ones that I never thought I needed to do some soul searching to execute. Ones that could affect my near future, change my zip code, and open a new chapter. I'm too much of a child i feel sometimes, but I'm NOT technically, and that scares me. Time to put my big kid pantelones on I guess. Am I done with college for good already? goodness almighty, where did the time go?
But there is this dilemma.. do i go on an incredible trip to wrap up my schooling?
or come back to Logan, for one more semester for 2 classes to finish up?
This is what I'm talking about. I know what I want. It's obvious.
I've talked to a TON of people about this dilemma, and everyone says,
"GO ON THE TRIP!! you'll never have this time again in your life to just go see the world, never be able to take work off for that long of a time. And less likely to after going through with that thing called marriage that people around this age do."
And, of course through this reason alone, I'M SOLD!! I'm extremely independent, and this could be a great way to end college with a trip for me. Is that selfish? I'm getting credit? ha
I can justify for days.
But, I'm gonna ask what you guys think.
So, what are you thoughts???
This song really knows how to hit me hard.. its so soulful and rich. woah.
6 comments:
Me thoughts? I think I am so, so proud - in the 'non-Benson', Uchdorf-type humble way - of all of my children. Each one is working hard to make his (or her - I'm slightly PC when it comes to my girls) life meaningful. Look at the decision Lori is trying to make: 'Should I travel to Europe and graduate from college on time, or should I go back next fall to the school I love?'. All the others, too: choosing more education, putting family first, serving others. Thanks to all five of you for making a Dad feel like he has done some good in the world, too! Love you all.
Girl do it! You is so fly, for real soul sister. Live your life how you want to...and how the Lord does too hahah
honestly, either decision is great. But, GOING back to Logan??? really. Why?
see the world.
but follow what your heart (and gut) is telling you.
it knows best.
this is from the missionary in me:
pray about it.
I felt this way last year when I was trying to decide about Switzerland. I wrote a list of pro's and cons about each. It didn't really help. They evened out haha. But I just kinda knew without really knowing all along. It'll come to you lor, don't you worry! Either option is great and the right path you need to go down will provide its way!
This is tough one but I agree with Natalie you need to pray about this heaven father won t let you down. He loves you and will be the best guide. And you now we love you always will.
Mom
Ditto to all!! You are the only one who can really come to the conclusion that is right, like dad, I am so proud of you (in a sister way) and like mom and Nat, the missionary in me say to pray, pray, pray and then LISTEN like you ave never listened before!! Heavenly Father WILL answer, but make sure you listen for His answer and not yours ;-) I love you so much and I know you will 'choose the right'
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